The Suicide Note

I can’t stand it!
I can’t stand being in between of your quarrels.
I can’t stand being pushed through.
I can’t stand being pressured.
I can’t stand being nothing, doing nothing.
I can’t stand being a burden to you, K, and everyone.
I can’t stand your standards.
I can’t stand listening.
I can’t stand watching.
I can’t stand waiting.

I can’t stand to be apathetic.
I can’t stand to be hurt.
I can’t stand to be lonely.

I want you to know after I end this mess
That I just can’t stand to be alive.

Published by: nuthin2say

This is the blog of a person who has been won, defeated, won again.. Because life is just like that. Jamie, aka nuthin2say, is a pseudonym. She can be found in other places in the internet, using the online name jhamiefloatie. Her thoughts spewed words that created this blog. This contained her frustrations and victories towards her journey through life. This blog was born circa 2008. Most of the posts are from her teenage years.

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