Trust.

Abah! May tiwala siya sa’kin!

 

Ngayon ko lang nalaman na may tiwala siya sa’kin.  Hindi nga ako makapaniwala!  Damn!! I can’t imagine that!  Wow! Not only that became touched by what he said, I became happy!  And also, my outlook became positive.  Another realization!  Wow, I feel great! I feel proud!

 

I asked him the weirdest question, and he answered it.  And I was surprised by his reaction, “D ku kelangan mgulat kc d aman totoo, bkt mu naman ntanung un?

 

But he sent me another message, saying, “Maliban lng kung na…”.  Oops!

 

I thought he had I fixed mind about what he has said.  He doubted.  Damn, at that point, I thought that shouldn’t have asked him the weird question.  But I can’t help it, I am turning to be one of those psycho freaks who psychoanalyze people, or reading people’s heads [I am turning to be a psychologist!!!].  Hindi ko naman sinasasadyang parang psychologist na ako kahit hindi pa ako graduate.  And now, I can control people a bit using my ‘knowledge’ about people’s heads.  But I am too good.  I won’t use people.  I don’t do that.  I don’t lie and I don’t use people for my good and for any cause.  Kaso simula ng 2nd year, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko mag-analyze.  Lagi ko tinitingnan reaksyon ng mga tao.  Damn.

 

I need to change this habit.  I will shift my course anyway.  I may not need this little ‘knowledge’ of mine.🙂

Published by: nuthin2say

This is the blog of a person who has been won, defeated, won again.. Because life is just like that. Jamie, aka nuthin2say, is a pseudonym. She can be found in other places in the internet, using the online name jhamiefloatie. Her thoughts spewed words that created this blog. This contained her frustrations and victories towards her journey through life. This blog was born circa 2008. Most of the posts are from her teenage years.

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