Not moving on..
Stuck in this hole of misery
Hiding where the light doesn’t shine
Afraid of moving forward
Afraid of taking risks
Afraid of getting hurt all over again
The past is still haunting me
Following me in my dreams
Following my path
Following like a dark shadow
Losing parts of myself
And stranded to be broken
Stranded in this hole of misery
Stranded in this rain of fire
I am sick
Sick of pretending
Sick of being hurt
over and over and over again
Sick of playing the game we lose
I lose.
I lose myself
I lose my old self
And beginning a new me
Tired of waiting
Tired of hoping
Tired of being stuck in this hole of misery
And I’m moving forward
Because I have to.
We have to.
Even I don’t want to.
