diary.. nananananananananananah…

Saturday, February 09, 2008
11:27 AM
 
I just finished my other blog.  I lied down, staring in vast space.  He was sending me messages.  Through his messages, I have learned something.  I realized that I am too selfish to commit or even, contemplate suicide.  It was kinda pointless actually but I just heard my conscience fighting for [...]

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Kama lang. Walang malisya.

 
 
Sarap humiga sa kama
Sarap humiga sa kama                   
Sarap humiga sa kama
 
            Lalo na kapag antok ka na
Lalo na kapag puno ng pag-asa
            Lalo na kapag may ginagawang himala
 
Sarap alalahanin ang nakaraang nakalipas na
                    Sarap mangarap at magmuni-muni mag-isa
Sarap sa pakiramdam at sadyang maginhawa
 
Sarap humiga sa kama
 
 

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BABUSH.. *swink*

I admit it
Iv been foolish
Iv been wasted all these times
Wasted all the words we spoke so sweetly
Now that you are leaving
And said no one can stop u
I guess I’ll be waving you good bye
 
I admit it
Iv been desperate
Iv been desperate for something new
Desperate for more of you; it’s you that showed me more
You told me [...]

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Beer.

 
 
Nagmumumok sa isang tabi
Pilit ikalimot ang nangyari noong isang gabi
Tulala’t hindi makapaniwala sa nangyari
Ibinaling ang sisi sa sarili
 
Nagmumumok sa isang tabi
Hindi alam ang nagawang mali
Ginawa ang lahat upang ika’y mapanatili
Masaya ka na ba’t ako’y nagdadalamahati?
 
Nagmumukmok.
Upang makalimot.
Inom nang inom
Hanggang sa mapasubo.
 
Sa gabing ito’y ako’y may naaalala
Paglisan mo’y nagbigay sakin ng pagdurusa
Ako’y naghahanap ng iyong pagkalinga
Sa boteng [...]

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I was about to leave when an idea came to my mind.  I want to go elsewhere.  I was not bored but my mind was telling me to go and roam around and forget some things.  Then, this came to my mind—I want to write about something or some things, or about someone.  The truth [...]

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Gana. Wala.

 
Hindi ko din alam kung papano ko sisimulan ang munting <*ahem*> blog na ito.  Medjo way out-of-touch na kasi ako nitong nakalipas na buwan.  Wala na akong gana.  Oo. Tama ang nabasa mo.  Wala na akong gana sa mga gawain na dati ay sunusulit-sulit ko pang gawin.  In short, wala na akong gana sa mga [...]

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